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September 22*2002, 3:03 pm
i have not had a recurring dream since i was a little kid. but i have been having them lately. it always seems to involve not knowing where i am, not knowing where i live, not being able to find people, and being nervous. all of the other details of the dreams have been different. just the same theme all week. when i was a kid i had a dream that i was in the car with my mom and we drove past a place where these wrestling toys were fighting in a big glass building. and i am laying with my feet on my window sill. and one of the wrestling toys comes out and grabs me by the feet and drags me out of the car. i had that dream so many times. ************************************** kim's birthday party was fun. i think she liked it. i feel bad, because it seems like every year one of her friends totally flakes out on her birthday. this year it was dennis. and he said all week that he was coming. what an ahole. kim pointed out that even if it wasn't her bday she would be pissed if someone did that. annoying. i will see him at mr. show tonight and tell him that she is not talking to him anymore. someone probably flakes on mine too. i just don't really know since i never plan mine. and my friends seem to go out of town a lot. oh well. it was good food and she got cool presents. and now one of friend likes another friend and we have to pass a note in study hall to tell her and giggle. or something like that. if only things were still that easy. they will probably just get in touch via instant messenger. which is weird. and makes me feel old. but things change i suppose. roll with it. as i typed that a new bon jovi video came on mtv- proving me wrong. nothing changes for some people i guess. right, john bon? anywho. mike's friend came over last night. he is a pretty nice guy. but mike is bad at gauging when his male friends want boy time. so i seem to do it for him. so we had dinner and then i had them go to a bar by themselves. and i stayed at home to work on business cards. i got a lot done. and i played guitar with the amp. i think i will just leave the amp plugged in so i can use it whenever. maybe i will use it more. everyone ended up using it last night. ************************************** mike and i are cleaning out the closet/dresser today. many clothes to the salvation army i hope! we threw out a lot of crap yesterday. it's like peeling off a band-aid. if you do it fast, it hurts less. for a pack rat, this is the hardest part.
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