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May 09 * 2002, 9:40 pm
i am so so sleepy. i sleep until i go to work and then i go to sleep when i get home. i can't even keep my eyes open. my eyelids are soooo soo heavy. i just dozed off while making out with mike. i don't know for how long- but i woke up when he was shaking me. weird. if this is yet another side effect of the medication- i think i would rather be depressed. this is getting old and fast. i'm so cranky too. just so sleepy and irritible. i have to be at therapy at noon tomorrow and i fear that i will not wake up in time. and my dreams are very real and in the now with people i know. so it's a lot like being awake. so much like it in fact that i have lost track of what has happened in life and what i dreamt. i guess i don't have to be awake if my dreams are going to be like being awake. maybe i'll stop taking the medication. maybe indeed. |