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2002-02-15, 5:52 p.m.
p.s. yesterday was valentine's day. i actually have always liked this day. i make people valentines, and eat candy. last year was the first year that i had a boyfriend on valentine's day, and i wasn't really sure what to do. it ended up going very badly and putting a bad taste in my mouth for this valentine's day. i was just not in the mood to do anything for mike, which i know sounds bad. but i dont think that it is good to do something for someone just because you feel like you should. i have to really want it. and i do things for him all the time. he knows i like it. i also told him how i felt. he said that it was fine if i didn't want to do anything. but it turned out to be really nice. having little to no expectations can be a very good thing. and he did very sweet things. i found little drawings/notes everywhere with hershey's kisses. it was very nice. and we made no plans and that turned out great as well. i can't explain it, i just know that i am happy. |