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April 19* 2005, 12:05 am
oh man. yesterday i embarrassed myself and i have this site to blame. i was on here, checking some people's journals, and they all happen to be people who are getting married (oh-sweet-pea, demoderby etc...). i followed the link from a guestbook to indiebride.com note- i am NOT getting married. anywho- next thing i know i am reading essays on marriage and looking at rings. oh god. and literally. LITERALLY. the moment i start, mike comes on line and says "hey". i was so busted. it was like when we're at home and the one time he decides to look over my shoulder while i am on the computer i am blowing off work. so busted. i realized that he was not in the room but i immediately gave myself away with "oh... hey..." "i was just doing something embarrassng". i came clean and he laughed at me. i was sitting in the apartment, all alone totally blushing. i find marriage stuff totally embarrassing. i hate it in movies when girlfriends are all "HINT HINT" and taking their boyfriends ring shopping "just for fun" and then pressure pressure pressure. we have been together for going on 5 years and there is no real pressure. sometimes there is from outside people. but in the day to day we aren't even in the same state. there would be more pressure if i moved to la. but even that would be a long way off. i am not the kind of girl who thought about their wedding growing up. i never thought about it at all. i only started now when sharon got married and when some of mike's friends did. you're forced to think about it and learn about it. i plead innocent! well, no more following links for me. lesson learned. |