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February 27* 2005, 11:06 pm
this distance thing can be really hard. sometimes, all i want is to talk to mike and i can't get through to him on the phone. there's really nothing i can do then. i mean, it's not like i can wait for him to come home. that's over a week away. it's weird. being so dependent on phones. i don't even mean it like i care where he is all the time. it's just weird when i want or need to talk to him and him not being around. not only that but he's 3000+ miles away. when my grandpa died i just really needed some sort of hug or something. some nice human contact. and i was just sitting here all by myself. i didn't get a hug for a day and a half. i guess it could be worse. i could have never gotten it. i just really miss him right now and he forgot to call me and then when he did he's at a party so he can't really talk and all i can hear is like a million strangers laughing. sometimes i just feel really far away from his life. more than 3000 miles. lots more. (i've been writing this for over an hour, i don't know what else to say, i'm just sad, it's posting time) |