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August 24* 2004, 4:35 pm
whoa. so many changes. let's see. things are settling down. my dad left on sunday. sharon's party was on saturday. and mike is really gone. time to settle into a new routine. this journal is weird. a lot of times i use it to vent since pretty much no one i know in life reads it. or, the people who do are people i vent to anyway. for the past year things have been pretty great. with everything. the few times that i wrote bad things about mike or work, were the only times there were bad things on those fronts. which really ain't bad. sharon's party was BADASSS. like the best party ever. we rented out rooms at the chelsea hotel for a slumber party. the chelsea hotel is super old and lots of famous people have lived/died there. most famously it is where sid vicious killed nancy. so spooky. and sharon was totally surprised. i think happily. if not, she is a GREAT actress. my dad had fun i think. he says he will be spending a few months in iran next year to get his head straight. it must be weird to not go home for 26+ years. i think it bothers him more than he lets on. too bad sunday i got to visit my aunt and uncle. when i was a kid i hated seeing them. i am still a little gunshy about it. on sunday my uncle just made fun of me for being fat and even refused me food saying "it's the last thing she needs" and then laughing. finally my dad said something in farsi to shut him up. i doubt i will see them again before they move to iran. he is such a dick. i wonder if when people do that they think they are helping. like i would say "i gained weight?? thank you so much for helping me!" afterwards. whatever. laura thinks it is a man thing. luckily mike would cry if someone said those things to him so at least he understands. by the way i have just gained back the 10 pounds that i had lost. nothing super dramatic. just a pain. it's weird not having mike around. i miss the boring things the most. like him saying crazy things in his half-sleep and being happy to see me when i got home from work. luckily i am working like crazy so i don't have much time to think about it. it wasn't bothering me much until last night when i got home. there was a couple outside that just made me sad. they were just goofing off and i was so jealous. i don't like being jealous. |