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October 01* 2003, 10:30 pm
first of the month blues. by that i mean rent paying blues. living in new york, there is nothing i hate more than paying rent. even though i have a relatively cheap (by nyc standards) apartment, i could still take an awesome vacation every month for the amount of money i spend on stupid rent. and i end up having nothing to show for it. i had an interview today for a job at a pretty great film company. i was excited/nervous going in and by the end of it, i didn't want the job at all. it sounded bad. and the guy interviewing me sounded very relieved to be going. at some point he said "do you have any questions for me about the job?" and i said "i get the feeling that you didn't like it that much, why is that?" he laughed and said that he was just chained to the office and that he needs out. fair enough. i don't know what i want to do with my life. or how i will get someone to pay me for what i want to do. i am sick of thinking about that all the time.
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