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June 10* 2002, 2:05 pm

things do not seem to be going my way.

mike's job is being a dick about him getting time off to do this show.

instead of giving him an unpaid leave of absense- they are making him take his vacation days.

this screws with the whole year.

especially with the fact that mike already needed the week off that his birthday falls in because of the present i got him. so he has no other days.

no time at christmas (will probably even work christmas day), and no time this summer.

i am so sick of watching the world cup by myself.

in the last few days i have stopped. i still tape it every night, but when i wake up i don't watch.

i don't even care.

mike pretends to care, but just falls asleep. which does not make me happy. it makes me wish i wasn't here.

i invited some family to come here- but they can't. i can't afford to go there, and mike has no time.

everything i was looking forward to this year has been screwed up.

and now i get to be the one to break the bad news to my grandma- who looks forward to seeing us at christmas all year long, and has already mentioned it a lot this year.

on second thought, i will let mike tell her the bad news.

i can't.

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