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March 04, 2002, 6:05 pm
something i am afraid of: when i see my mom completely wait on her lazy jerk of a husband i can't stand it. he just sits on the couch and barks orders at her and she hurries off to get him what he asked for. it's horrible. and i never want to be like that. my friend megan was telling me that her dad is 55 and can do nothing for himself at home- not even wash a glass if he just drank out of it. sickening. i know way too many men like that. and way too many women who put up with it. i am afraid that i will end up like that. so far, i am very far from being like that, which is super. and i love that mike cooks all the time, and will clean. but i have noticed that he will clean if i ask him to- never really on his own. which is kind of a pain. and maybe it bothers me more than it should because i am so afraid of it getting worse and then me being the one who does all the cleaning and house stuff and scheduling and bullcrap. but as of right now- i am not like that and neither is mike. it's just a fear. |